Oh my goodness..i forgotten what i've learn in sec school.. !!!!

my neighbour's cat.. love to play with them.. and they like to find me..i love them.. ;)



me in cardigan..hmm..how's this pic?? look ok?? hmm.. had this taken in giordano three days ago.. i think.. if memory never fail me.. hahas..

second day of hari raya..and ppl are wearing their traditional clothes.. look so united..hahas.. same color.. how i wish i could wear them.. ;) this was taken at causeway point.. i saw them and their mother too..all wearing black.. make me think of fiz..who wore black for last year and this year..hahas.. ;)

another shot of them..even though it's not clear..sorri.. ;) escalator moving..hahas..

yst night was alright..just that i was choke by chilli padi.. so whatever things i eat now my throat can feel the hotness..and it's worse than having sore throat..hmm.. but i'm a chilli lover so ya.. i scare my throat will have infection.. haven went to see doc.. just listen to keyis..drink more water.. maybe it helps.. hmm.. i donno..just that today i woke up..felt the pain..

Went to meet zuld today..went to the library..ask him alot of stuff.. yup3..had my breakfast/lunch with him.. then we went to the library.. he was studying maths..and you know what.. i really forgotten what i have learned in sec school..totally..all i donno how to do..even those easy sums like pythagoras.. i totally donno how to do.. oh my goodness.. is it ok for me to forget all those?? caus ei really have no passion for it.. or maybe i learned new stuff.. hmm..i donno..i really donno..

should i post part of chapter 1?? maybe i shuld..ok..heres.. part of chapter 1..

Comfortable apartment located near the sea, this private apartment is far from the city, it does not influenced by the noisiness of the city. The apartment seems relaxing and calming.

Gary opened the door and saw a quiet shadow at the balcony. The flame in his heart was burning but when he looked at him, half was gone yet he is still angry. Just because he, once again challenged his principle and limits.

When he recapped the scene in the court today, and the victim family’s pains, the calmness in his heart was no longer there. “Bang” the door was closed, the loudness of the door causes the person sitting at the balcony to look back.

When he smiled, the look on his face was pale white and yet bring outs the redness in him. It’s like a white paper filled with red paint. “You reach home.”

Gary looked at the guy in the balcony, one step and one step walking towards him till the trim figure is at where he can reach.

Looking at him and saw the angriness he felt toward himself, Ken can’t bear with it he started to laugh. Now, a pair of eyes was looking at him. “You are angry again?”

Out of a sudden, Gary hold on to his shoulder. “Don’t you feel sad for the victim? When you heard the cried made by the victim’s family, don’t you feel apologetic?” Ken raised his eye brow, he kept quiet and show coldness toward Gary. “Why should I feel apologetic? Just that our principle is different, as their lawyer, I don’t feel ashamed toward the money I received from the won case.”

“You don’t feel ashamed towards the money and you don’t feel ashamed towards your conscience? Am I right?!?” Gary raised his voice and at the same time he raised his strength, he does not cared about the pain ken felt.

“Conscience? I want conscience for what?” He laughs, “Can conscience fill my body with warmth or can conscience fill my stomach?” Gary does not know what to say, he let go of Ken and stare into his eyes. “Don’t you afraid of retribution?”

“Retribution?” Ken laugh in a clam manner, suddenly he step forward, and his lips was at Gary’s lips. Felt the same old cold gentle feeling, and at the same time Gary caught the smell on his body, it’s a special smell, it’s like a smell from a flower and yet he can’t smell it. The smell was light, it seems there and it seems that it does not exist.

Gary hold on to him, carried him down to the carpet, the Arab carpet, the red cotton carpet seem to bring up the highness of Gary and the blood flows right up.

Ken does not rejects, he snuggle into his arms. His arms were at ken’s waist. He holds on to Ken tightly as if he is going to squeeze ken’s blood out of his body. Gary’s kisses landed on Ken’s neck, suddenly he heard Ken mumble a few words. “I’m not afraid of retribution.”