stay for my sake

yst went to malaysia with one of my mum's working friend..which is also my friend..hmm..yup3..we reached city square i think 11am.. we went to Neway to have a singing session.. quite some time i never sing liao..hahas.. and registered at the counter and then went to the room..which was 22..yup3.. for your info.. it's worth going there in the morning..cause they have vegetable aND fruits buffet in the morning..fee flow of hot drinks..cakes.. etc..and we sang till 2pm.. total we spend is 41rm.. not one person 41rm.. 3 person=41rm..which means 1 person=14bucks..if we were to convert into sing dollar..we spend one person is 6 bucks.. yup3..that's worth it man..hahas.. and i went to shop there too..even though never manage to get anything.. next time i go..i'm going to get a wallet;pants;shirts;shoes etc..lol..

i reached home ard 6.45pm..yup3..cause my mum need to go meet my friend in the night..so we came back kind of early.. btw i watched 1408..it's not bad actually..abit scary..hahas.. and confusing too..but the longer you watched you will get what the director is trying to tell you..the invasion too..even though it's kind of disgusting..but not bad.. quite exciting..for 1408 i give 3/5 and for invasion 3.5/5..

hmm..yup3.. alot of things happen yst.. btw arun just came back from bangkok..yup3.. he got me a gift..but i think the most precious gift is that he came back safely.. ;)

a friend of mine wanted to commit suicide yst..hmm..cos of the luv prm.. hias..he likes guys but afraid of the society..and he wanted a bf and a gf.. i told him..go to your heart and ask yourself what do you really want?? he said that's the prm..he wanted both.. i told him..you can't have both.. and he has a gf..and he met a guy which both of them thinks that they are in a relationship..and the guy wanted him to be open which means the guy wanted my friend to tell all the ppl that they are tgt.. he is feeling very vex.. but actually i'm more vex.. hmm..cos i can't help him..or to say i can't to give him a hand..cos it is really have to let him think properly..he told me today that he agree to be open..as to pacify him..

To me..being a gay or being a bisexual have nothing to be ashame abt.. all are humans and we shuld actually respect their decision.. it's not them that wanted to be..it's actually the environment that changes what they are thinking.. he told me that he wanted to go to canada..cos the country there accept them.. hmm..

is it really so difficult to survive here?? is it really so important to see how ppl feel abt you??
no matter what he chose i will support him..and pls don commit suicide..pls..i don wish to cry anymore.. i don wish to lose a friend anymore.. pls think of the ppl that are left behind.. they are innocent..don be so selfish..and think that if commit suicide the prm will be solved..no the prm will not be solved.. pls think of a better solution..i mean you are 17 ok.. and you are so good in studying..you will have a good future ahead..and a good career ahead awaiting for you..don give up..do you get what i mean?? don GIVE UP..time will help you to chose what you shuld be..you know i will collapse if you were to die..i will not forget who you are..just because you die..you will always in my heart..you get it?? i will be the first to cry if i were to hear the bad news of you..pls..stay for my sake..?? alright??i will contact you shortly..