I Miss you Dad

Feeling better i think, probably, maybe. Yesterday reached home around 1 plus, the moment i reached home i already start to on my computer and check on the vote poll.

The vote poll is up, finally you can check out at www.youthphoria.stomp.sg. Do vote for me ya, you must create an account in order to vote for me.

Speak of other stuff, suppose to go to Gym around 5-6pm but i was too lazy, lying on my bed watching drama series (The eagle shooting Heroes).

Mum: Where are you?

Me: At home, what thing?

Mum: Why you never go gym?

Me: Later, what you wan to said? say the important stuff!

Mum: I'm saying the Important stuff!

Me: Duh-.-" I'm going later at night

Mum: You sleeping huh?!?

Me: Ya.. (Me using lap top and watching Tv at the same time)

Mum: Hang up phone.

I know i'm bad. But if i don't say i sleeping she will go on and on and on. Gosh!
So after a long decision, i decided to go to gym, because i just have to stop giving excuse to do it next day. SO I Went to the gym around 7 plus. Met Adi (Cal Instructor) there, he seldom see me work out at such time, cause i always go there around 5 plus. Chit chat with him for a while, The gym was so packed with people, thought that there will be not so many people there, but gosh the gym was so packed.

But i still carried on with my gym, till ard 8 plus then i went to the steam bath. Left the gym around 8.45pm.

In the train, i manage to get a seat at Bishan station, a lady sat beside me was playing 'Suduko' i never really try the game before but i know how it works. Looking at how she played, i try it out by imagine the numbers on the book, don ask me how, i just managed to. And when she checked the answer, i got it right! hahas. Cool (:

There was this woman standing infront of me, she was holding a black recycle bag wearing folded jean. Cannot really look at her face Cause she was leaning on the hand holder. However She was looking at me with this weird look, it's as if i'm wearing something wrong. In return i looked at her, from head to toe, i look at how she wear, how she match up her clothes, she was wearing this black Woman cardigan with folded jean and a pair of woman sneaker.

The first impression is 'not bad' just that the folded jean was abit not too nice, it will look nice when she can alter it.

Now, the problem is here. When reached Yishun she found a seat and she sat down. I looked at her and i was damn shocked, she was a guy!?!

I was like..errr.. then the clothes 'she' wear is totally not compatible. She was wearing a pair of earring and a girl's necklace so i thought she was a woman. When i saw her face, i knew 'she' was a guy. But she have a good figure, however i must say 'her' face look totally like a guy. I thought i look wrongly, so i double confirm by looking again. And i can confirm she a guy wearing woman style.

This morning, i woke up damn early cause i have to packed for my school. Today i've a presentation. So i brought my lap top, my clothes etc to school.

As usual i took the bus to woodlands interchange and infront of me sat a woman + a guy + a child=A family. They are very sweet to each other, the child (boy) hold his father arm and lean on his arm. I was smiling at his action, and on the other end i felt like crying. It reminds me of my family, my father. Did i show such affection to my dad when i was young? i don really know. Because what i remember was my family got divorced when i was Primary 2.

How i wish i can, you know really hug my dad like that when i was a child like him. But i can't, Dad i miss you.

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