Stress? over money issues

Went to meet my dad today tgt with my mum.. hmm..went drinking..of course had my dinner too.. was having my dinner at this new open coffee shop..actually this coffee shop is opened for quite sometime..just that the food not nice.. but the stall just change..and it's from chong pang..so we went to eat the fish steam boat..



A crime for passion, it could only be Heineken..


this is the fish steam boat we ate.. very nice..and i think it's worth..quite cheap and affordable..
:P





Potato leaf.. with sambal..



and prawn paste chicken..
my fav.


Mum cry just now yet again.. hais.. i got nothing more to say.. is it stress or what i donno..she say stress to my father.. say abt all the bills.. and house loan.. hmm..

last time when i see her cry i would actually comfort her..but now.. i never.. i just don feel like comforting her.. i donno..maybe i've changed..

or maybe she is trying to get our attention?

or maybe is becos that stupid baka bro's god father bully her..

or maybe it's becos of the bills..

but i'm working now..can't she see? hmm..i'm trying to help..

but i donno what my bro is doing? getting his $300 paid last month? what job he working? i really donno..and i can'tbe bother..becos a leopard can't change his/her spot..Useless le..maybe you think i'm rude in saying this.. you come live with him..or be his sis/bro..then you know.. i've got nth good to say abt him..


took some pic at the coffee shop.. feeling drowzy le.. cos i think i drank abt 6 cups.. or even more..




Hmm..really wan to settle down.. but seem to have no offer.. anyone interested in LTR can contact me? hahas..sound abit desperate? donno..felt REAL lonely recently.. hai.. and somemore..i need to go for the NS medical check up soon..need to sign up tomorrow.. if not will get sued.. need to really find time.. and ya..exams are coming..and i've yet to prepare.. still got one more project to go..and wth!?! am i doing? i don even know.. no direction.first time in my life.. should i start having my planning? argh!!!

Raffles hospital called today..to call me to work at their company during my school day.. like a part time job offer..but i currently working at popular..i just told them i will consider..but ya..still consider.. need to wear formal.. 'sian' but i love the environment there.. how? teach me guys..