a sincere letter

To Someone:
maybe you think that i'm stupid..maybe you think that i'm a pester..maybe you think thast i'm such a idiot i have no where to go..maybe you think that i'm who you think.. but i'm not who you think i am.. i just a normal person..i'm just a person with lots and lots of feeling.. which somehow you were the one which outrich me.. outrich me with all pows.. i cannot withstand the caring side of you.. i cannot withstand you... I CANNOT WITHSTAND YOU CAN YOU HEAR ME....!!!!!!! why?? why?? why?? hai..you are such a caring person..you are not a jerk.. you are just you..do you hear me?? i love you from the start we knew.. even though i was surprise i know you.. you call me in the middle of night just to say gary i'm sorry for what i've done.. gary i'm sorry.. i'm sorry for being rude to you.. let me tell you i cried after you put down the phone.. because i have fake with you.. you remember you asked me two qns.. one is why i still contact you do i still have feeling for you?? i told you as friend..but i lied.. seriously i still have feeling for you.. you are still the one i love i hope to get i hope to have.. you always tell me gary there are so many outside..they are better than me in everything..why me?? don love me.. let me tell you.. we met in among 2 billion ppl.. i know you still have interest for me.. and i too have..trust me i won't mind that you are busy.. because what you doing now is a busy job.. i really don mind.. i just wan you to be by my side.. no matter what.. i don need you to accompany me all the time.. times is yours.. i just wan you.. you understand me?? you get me?? you said thast i will regret.. i will regret.. i won't i will answer myself for my action.. things are not like last time.. you always ask me the same qns.. what you wanted to get was i will be with someone so that you will not feel guilty.. is that what you really meant?? is that what you really wan?? I JUST WANT YOU AND NOONE ELSE.. AND ONE THING I WON'T FORSAKE YOU NO MATTER WHAT..WITHOUT YOU.. I WILL BE FOREVER ALONE.. TRUST ME.. FROM NOW ON I WON'T TALK ABT ANYONE ELSE.. MY EYES WILL JUST STICK TO MYSELF.. NO MORE..

from gary